being a mother is such a blessing and can be so rewarding. i can't imagine my life without porter now. he makes me so happy; watching him learn and grow. yesterday he rolled over from his back to his stomach 4 times and i was giddy with excitement for his new achievement. and every time he falls a sleep all on his own i feel a sense of accomplishment and relief, that i am doing something right. when he smiles at me, especially when i am singing to him, i feel his love for me and only hope and pray that we will be friends and that he will always think i am wonderful. thank-you porter! i love you more!